Everything is back to normal. Back to the usual routine. As much as I hate routines at times, this time it's nice to go back to the way things used to be. Especially when things had change (which I thought for the better), it only turned out to be a big disappointment. But hey, I learned and I shall move on! By normal I mean, everything with life the way it has always been, the dynamics with my girls, and my life. It's all found a balance now. The last two months have been completely out of whack. As interesting as it was, I don't think it was really worth it now that I've had time to reflect on everything. The emotional investment was the most I had made in years and it was difficult to cope with but hey, I'm good now. Actually I'm dealing with the whole situation much better than I thought that I would. I am proud of myself. No tears have been shed yet. *smiles* I plan on keeping it that way. Anyways, my reading week is over so it's back to that normal school routine. BOO! I've got to start figuring out my situation for the summer. Will do that all this week to give myself some extra time in case something comes up. On a sidenote, I've started having my fun again. I will start spending more time with people I've neglected.. If I've neglected you and our friendship I apologize. I'll make it up to you. Starting today! (well technically it started last Sunday) This is my new beginning and I'm feeling so good about it. I deserve so much more out of life and I plan on taking it and some more! |